Feelings~

I wont forget the way you're kissing,
the feeling so strong were lasting for so long...

When listening this song, feeling so strong..
It lets me think of many things, hurt and sad..
Nothing can be describe, just keep it in heart,
the deepest part..

Life can be simple, can be difficult..
Just depends on self...
But, some feelings are wont be able to hide,
once you try to hide,
it will show it clearly than you dint hide it...

I know my English very weak,
but I just try to write out my feelings..

Today when I sleep, I dream someone,
but, that was a dream,
when woke, I tried to push up my self to be happier,
failed to do it...

So, I wrote at here,
write out my feelings..
write out everything...

Sometimes I blame my self why not going to join them bout the activities..
but, they don't know how far my house is...
they just know how to said me,
but do you'll think of my feelings?
I know my house was far, so sometimes I will try to go some place that near me,
but you all rejected because of far, and the petrol...
Then? If I go there by car, petrol and time..
If i go that place near you all,
you all no need early woke up and prepare,
but I do..=(

Every time i back home my parent most will wait me,
i call them no need wait, but they do so...

I'm getting suffering with you all...
My parents... always cut off my freedom..
I don't want my 18 lifestyle like an "otaku"..

Hope you guys think of my feelings~
Sometimes I dint join because I lazy drive for so long distance..
But sometimes i will...